it's hard to write one
it's hard to know which university i want to go to
but i m pleased i finally found a darn tariff table
it's hard to concentrate when i have maria asking me what to put on her theology/spanish personal statement
i have no idea

i haven't even managed to write my own
but i m feeling hopefully
i'm predicted all Bs and i'm aiming at really low new universities hoping they will later gain prestige and be quite good years after i leave so it'll give me some oomph
it's just picking between northumbria and sunderland
both quite dire choices really


history
why do i like history...?

if i hear maria's shrill voice enquire as to what on earth she should write one more time i might just do the whole thing for her and go into great description about how she enjoys bathing in pig swill and spitting in paint pots
that's unfair but she claims i m smart and every word or phrase i came out with she used and when i read the whole thing through they didn't fit in context at all, it was, although amusing, quite infuriating, fine i did english fiiiiine

anyhoo english lit was very good
we watched Hamlet tape, it's quite disturbing and i intensely dislike the peroxide blonde prince but it's alright, i appreciate my teacher for being strict and well meaning, it makes the lessons so much more bearable and i can concentrate more

oh i have a paragraph for my personal statement

History is a search for answers from past events, it has evolved into an analysis of society not only the paths taken by kings, history is no longer just his-story; now at university one can look at the development of many different aspects of society; I find this outlook on history extremely intriguing and wish to further my studies at university to further delve into the history of the world.

it's dreadful isn't it!